The Levers I used

 I had to play the only lever I had:

"I am the only person kicked and punched"

This will allow me to see how you were going to play your abandonment card. Because it's a known fact Stan, you cut me off financially at 13 after two men took me to a hotel room and drugged me.

I regret that decision now. Mainly because I still understood every time I was kicked and punched that my brother was "snapping" out of guilt and then manipulation. Guilt he shared with me from age 15-27....manipulation by Jennifer and the whole "hacking" allegation thing of 1995. 

Also, cannabis.

 Understand, I quit hanging around Jennifer (red flags she was too controlling trying to turn me into a submissive doll wearing the right color of lipstick etc were already there). She picked up dating my brother, after I said no, who was already known vulnerable. He will make a good victim to "submit". It never made sense. It looks vicious in hindsight. Not sure if she operates this way on basic intuition and does not realize it. 

I look at what was done and what she told me even in 2019, and if there was a child involved it would exist today. She made up an egregious story sending him to planned parenthood which you punished him for. 

I can read these letters, know this information, and know she buried him with guilt and grief. Buried him completely. She made up a story about abortion because she wanted to fight about it. She was a republican, that fight was never going to go well. 

He wasn't going to go tell you Stan she was manipulating him to extreme levels. 

Same thing about unions. She loved politics. 

Letters of Stan and Tim 2011

2011

I believe you were incorrect. It is apparent he was listening to TSU Music Department fundraisers. Probably told by someone to proxy his mail for privacy and security. He was already  financially unincented to exist with his situation (he was not getting decent help with). Might even be sarcasm.

 Someone who likes proxying things is pretty common . The man stalking ME likes to do this. It's not Tim, yet the man who stalked me obsessed over our entire family. He's very real. Been in the same chat channel 7 years offending me and causing legal chaos in my life.

 Pretty clear to me they spent time with Tim. They did do computer training at "The Gathering Place" if you recall. Tim was helping lead the computer training along the way. After a decade someone is going to talk about privacy and proxying information to keep things private. Pretty standard discussions for protecting ones privacy online (and off)

Also evident daily conversations with him turned into updates that did not make sense to you, yet made sense to Tim and on reading it "me". The person manipulating Tim had already been stalking me for years and planting test data for bots (based on Jennifer's old story about Tim being hacked with bots)

The planter pot was used as a barrier described in your prior emails. He evidently was privy to all of your email (and mine). For some reason he was informed by someone who spent more time with him than us. He made a symbolic point, move the pot and be welcoming (it was a barrier if you recall written in your note)

He was being readily convinced he was being falsely tortured by you and I when Julia came to visit. I can see the symbolism of the planter pot.

He should know that I love him so much, and I am sorry Julia misinformed him. 

My issue was my brother, sister and father were going to abandon not leaving any money to deal with the situation of both Julia and Tim needing help from time to time. I knew this by 2004. Sorry I know you all TOO WELL

It was a concrete part of my marital discussions. My family is going to abandon, if they do not get out before I do I have no leverage. I've been financially punished since age 13 for quitting ballet after assault, exploitation and rape. It is the only lever my father knows to use.

I was using the only lever I had - you are all abandoning and leaving me here the only one that was used as a punching bag for guilt we all carried that needed real mindset changing. 

I wasn't reading these emails by this point. I was flooded with email. 

It is not evident he is delusional in this case. It is evident he was released from the hospital, so they thought he was ok, and he took to activities that are pretty clearly informed by someone. 

He had no family by this point . (neither did I) The Gathering place had been converted to alzheimers facilities in 2010.

My heart breaks for Tim EVERY SINGLE DAY at how abandonment occurred. 

----- Forwarded message -----
From: "STANLEY MERRIMAN" >
Date: Sun, May 29, 2011 9:24 am
Subject: contact from Tim Merriman 5/29
To: "Warren, Brandy (CPS)" <>
Cc: "moira vasquez" <>

It is apparent Tim Merriman was discharged over the holiday weekend.  He is clearly still delusional after nearly 5 weeks of hospitalization. Sunday morning, 5/29 before  9 am he had removed a large, heavy planter pot from a wall bordering our front porch and left a note on the interior walkway protected by a gate.  The note was addressed, with stamp to "stan Merriman, TSU-Music Dept";  inside it a pledge form dated 5/11 (when he was in the hospital) for "$45".  On the back he wrote:  "Staff Contact names" sissy Cooley, Deborah Adams. Please advise us as to your plans for his move to a facility where his medication can be administered to him. Stan Merriman    Check out Stan's new blog at http://pitchforksandpopulists.blogspot.com/

Work had fun moments

There are so many funny emails in the early days of Shell. People had a sense of humor. That is completely gone with the Kiwi Farms movement and this man stalking turning everything he accessed in machine learning, calendars and emails into a negative.

CVS Spammer with psychosis about spywork

This person is 100% confirmed to be in the actual chat room now from My.Games since 2017 as a gamer titled "Puss N Boots". This is an example of the spam messages he uses to share what he web scrapes. The data underlying the spam he sends, probably with a tool for phishing training, is always bizarre and political.

 

 

A Letter to the Family (not me) regarding his parenting of Julia and Tim

After removing my husband from being in the middle of the family gang activity, the gang adapts to a new model of abuse.

 "Withholding Information" the best manipulative tactic of all. 

This is after my father mysteriously vanished all of my mother's photos. And someone who had made my life their "litigation research project" started deleting archives of Fort Worth City ballet in Tarrant county. 

They did so while initiating a UNCSA harassment case, while excluding me.

The prior gang activity, ruined my last relationship, as my grandmother turned on me for working full time and going to school full time. 

I will never forget the way she would point her finger and scolding me for not having time to come see her? How could I? I was to work and do better than I ever did after being "cut off" financially at age 13?

Julia, her love, did come see her. Julia would reverberate her achievements until she was able to pull off embezzlement. 

For the amount of con job boyfriends she had guiding the way, she has not managed to pull off profit. Sadly only being systematically abused. She decided to bite the hand that fed her empathy, clearly I am not doing it any more. 

• I offered her a loan to live in Houston where I could see she was not engaging with drugs around her daughter, and she would have to break off with the boyfriend showing red flags of gaslighting.
• I hand held her, walked in together, to a psychologist and said let's discuss this with the psychologist together. 
• I hired an attorney, his only objective is to ensure she does not go to jail yet into health care. He achieved the task even if some details were missed. While in health care Julia should have discussed her rape.
• I have done everything I can to care. I cannot any longer especially after she helped a person media attack me for many years.
• I concentrated on the art of forgiveness and tried again and was severely burned for it. 

-----Original Message----- 

From: Thompson-Merriman, Laurie (this family does not have personal email addresses)

Sent: Tuesday, December 6, 2011 10:24 AM 

To: Moira Vasquez  

Cc: My brother Greg who thinks a realtor is the right place for family emails

Subject: Long Rant

Greg was asked to share the original attachment with you. I just thought you might want to know my response. 

LM Laurie Merriman Assistant Dean College of Fine Arts Illinois State University Normal, IL 

Greg Merriman

It's really convenient one email is missing from Greg Merriman from 2012 where he said trying to help my sister was "manipulative". Going to have to dig deep for some backups. Everything else is there, and botted by the person who collected and read my email. All of it, just this one memorable exchange. What I think is I may have received it while I was at Andrews Kurth and it could have been sent to that address. If that is the case I'm not going to have it and it's going to require a subpoena. Which at this point someone really needs to do because the harassment is way too prolonged and lethalities are constant.

I was trying to help my sister Greg. Where were you? 

This is an iMessage listener

If the guys stalking chatted in Telegram, instead of a game, social media (or 50 other locations) someone would believe they are stalking, committing fraud, and hacking folks to their literal death....

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Found in My Games Guild of Heroes, media helped them every step of the way with retaliation instead of improving. This is why this company even exists after this level of infraction on user privacy. Money can buy any level of online privacy invasion at Apple.

Simple things. Open apple console and look for critical services like iMessage you wouldn't want read by the Russian gaming company.