Donut's and Tim

 Stan did not understand that the Donut is symbolism about every time I was told about pink sprinkle donuts as a child. Whoever was manipulating Tim actually KNEW THIS.

 Part of his issue was that he was left to raise me, this was something that needed to be processed in family therapy for years.

I have not had a single conversation with my brother since my wedding. Someone got it in their head to manipulate Tim and they did. 

 

 

Every one of these emails said read his blog. I finally did. He did not like me actually posting to it after being tired of years of ineffective communication so he could preserve his marriage and retirement for himself. 

An individual who communicates with Tim and has for many years also knows me and Stan VERY well. That is how he comes up with these jokes like a "donut". 

Every time Tim did something trying to be funny Stan went into defense mode and I was in save my life from the abandoners mode. Hindsight is 20/20.

My father had help with "facilitated abandonment" from my mothers death on. 

Make no mistake I deeply loved my brother and his sense of humor. 

Marriages and Years of No Unity

 It never really sunk in for anyone that spouses do not want in this absolute crisis and chaos with my family and the only solution would have been for Stan to have quarterly if not semi-annual zoom meetings or face to face to update the family on "reality" and hash out how we help each other. Probably from 2004 on.

 

 

 

 

Recruiting Letters

 This person made an LLC for just about everything (real Shell companies in many cases) and I will probably not unravel the entire mystery before I die there are so many LLC's he created to have an ominous name. I would go on to work for a company called Inet. He domain squats, does fraud in recruiting, and makes ominous recruiting firm names for legit firms such as "SiriInfo" and many others. They would ultimately be conducting SIRI data collection that was compromised in that case.

 

 

 

 

Marriage is Toast

My marriage has been toast since this man started with online Bot rape by KPMG (I will look for the KPMG traces to attach).

 

No one wants to be a part of dealing with major crisis individuals. Especially this guy who has ensured two deaths to stalk me about AI and Google Deepmind and my personal communications he has read unauthorized.

Thanks to the one person who tried to understand

 Every once in a while, I tried to articulate to someone exactly how bad it was in my family. The mismanagement of Tim's healthcare to restore him to well-being from 1991 on. I think only one person ever really got it that I loved my brother. She said "so it's like having a bad fight?" I was like yes, but not a bad fight, a very deeply violent fight when I knew he was unwell and needed help. A surprise assault, when I opened the door to let my brother know his boss keeps calling on the phone. I had strict instructions to never wake him up. I was unaware the boss calling him trying to get him into work was not an exception.

Every time, the fights were not normal sibling rivalry I ask my father not to scold him, not to discipline him. Then he would so we would wind up at the same reset point. Tim needed to process intense guilt by 1991. Very intense. Probably with me. Yet at that point I was also on my own path of trying to recover from an completely unsupervised life, which had a painful toll, into one that could be productive and goal achieving.

I have had people pushing their ideology about liability -  and walking around in whispers because once the bureaucracy is involved no one is helped or healed.

Do not donate to Google Deepmind

 They are overloaded with corporate investment - and Sebastian Ruder has never fessed up to what they thought they were achieving while someone was turning everything political. Including his Github Gists monitoring for Bruce Culpepper or Anand Sewnath. (I found trails of this in his repository) 

I have a live action person cyber stalking as an anonymous gamer, who needs to be identified, who has hurt a great number of lives and people. 

My entire family abandons in crisis

My entire family centers on who was going to flee from helping Tim, and deeply dig into how wewe could ensure Tim would have have a quality relaxing, engaged and loved adulthood. Worse there is one person who was manipulating him, my sister. The person listening to our communications would go on to simply manipulate and weaponize her.